Just a little update

I have evolved so far and realized that everything I saw and felt was real, my past lives that I posted about were real too. The coolest thing about it, is that I actually know at least one person from there, in person, and few others that are from there. The car from long time ago makes perfect sense. It is from Europe, the vision. I had figured out I must have been about 10 years old in 1900 or so. If you cross reference that year and Europe, you will see that is the car style they had at that time.

. This picture is of Thomas Edison and his electric car but that is the style I am referring to. The one where I am somewhere in Egypt, way back true as well, but I can't quite reveal just yet that one. I have also traveled places beyond our universe in my travels. I have also come in contact with other beings, if you want to check out my other blog called "Who is there?" , I have angels and souls experiences in it .

A little bit about me ,

I was born with my abilities. I can remember as a child, about 4years old, I came to my parents and asked if the person is stuck in a coffin after they die. I was told no, they go to heaven. The reason I asked that, is because I can still remember what I saw. It was a man stuck in a coffin and he was scared. At that point no one had died yet so it isn't like I was aware of it. Besides I had never in my life had seen a coffin at all. In Lvov Ukraine, where I lived, it was very common to believe in the spirit world as well as angels, even though it was a communist country. We also liked believing in aliens and talk to them through unsharpened pencils as kids, another story. But sightings of UFO were more common than in US. I had a dream in about 4th grade that I had a dream about a room that had sand and a sun and palm trees and ocean. Made no sense. Then we came to US, it was all new, in 1991, and it was about the time before the iron curtain fell in Russia. I was in 5th grade or something. Anyhow, comes 9th grade and I am in a Yeshiva, we walk into a classroom and guess what is the mural in a back wall of it, the sun, sand, palm trees and ocean. Then I had a dream with some exact details of what will happen. In 12th grade my dad died. For me that was unforeseen to me. In a way I am glad I didn't know. He was coming to my dreams for a few years. During one of my dreams I even saw him at the wailing wall in Israel. I also saw the pathway between worlds in that dream. The one where angels go up and down I guess, but it was more of a subway sort of a system. In my high school the teachers I told to about my dreams who taught religion, didn't brush me off but didn't encourage me too much either, just told me to be careful.

Traveling in time

I know I haven't put anything here for a while. I have had many experiences that were guided meditations. I know of only two guided ones. The one I just did was to guard myself from negativity. It is a different experience every time. After each meditation you are supposed to take a few minutes to cool off and keep breathing. So that is what I did I was "cooling off" and a phone rang, some telemarketer from phone ID that I saw, it, anyhow, I laid down and closed my eyes. I was taken somewhere interesting. At first I was taken out of earth's orbit into space and saw a few planets that I wasn't sure of, and saw a huge orb of light , but it was like a webbed ball and then into darkness. Then I saw something like earth, as it had wild animals, bear and two others I don't remember now. After that, as if through a milky lens I saw sort of present but slightly earlier of the day. Then some other place where children were playing but I didn't recognize the place or kids. Next thing I know I am seeing a car , but this one from the 1860's and I see people vaguely, with wigs like George Washington. Next thing I know I am looking at pyramids and a man, though Jacob was the first name that jumped into my head, I also thought may be Moses or Joseph. Then something prevented me from going further on in time, but I didn't mind that. Traveling in time was actually quite entertaining.

an amazing meditation met with an angel

For some reason it was hard to meditate at first. I was all over the place and had to concentrate hard on the core to get the light inside me going. I started to meditate and I was seeing weird stuff, in fact it was angels of death or just looked like them. I think it was them because they had the skulls and black cloak with those sharp things, the way people seem to describe them. They knew I would get scared so at first I was, and then I said to myself, why should they intimidate me, I will say a prayer "Shema Israel" I kept firmly repeating the words I finally lifted up and started to travel up to the sky. I asked if I can come close to see the angels at the gates we learned about in school. The ones at the Garden of Eden that spin their swords at the entry. I didn't want to enter it as who knows what happens then. I next somehow came to a gorgeous site. I saw an angel with a sword of light. I wasn't sure if he was going to strike me for some odd reason, but no, he was just holding it firmly. There were other angels next to him and they formed a triangle like birds in flight but were standing. The other angels were more shadowed Then I left and he sent me a gift shape to keep. It was a flat gold looking piece with gemstones. I think it was rhombus shape. It had I think 4 or 5 stones in it. Ruby, Blue and I can't recall the others. I caught it but then I wasn't sure if it was good and asked G-d to take it back if it isn't for me. That was about it. When I looked up the experience, turns out it was Arch Angel Michael. He is the one with the sword of light, also is the one connected somehow to Israel, thus the prayer of Shema Israel brought me to him. Not sure on the gift.

The angels

I like to meditate as you see and have had quite a few interesting experiences that involve angels and spirit guides and other beings. I don't know if there was g-d or just a cartoons version of him but that is what I thought it was. So far I seem to have encountered different things. I have been in a foggy forest as well as traveled outside our solar system into a black whole. Seen vibrations sent to earth as well as being almost touched by something because I was a ball of light. This time I took another tour. Somehow I was in different animals. For some reason, now when I meditate I don't always have an angel or a guide. I just seem to jump into a portal of some sort that takes me to the stars and sky. Then I end up in another universe or something. I have seen the angels that were watching the earth. They saw me but didn't care. They have their tasks to complete. There was some other place where I was a white energy ball and some being tried to touch me as they didn't know what I was. That was fun too. I also saw a religious angel of Hannuka. Well it wasn't specific to that but angels do seem to have different task, so there isn't any specific angel for a holiday. I know it sounds a bit boring sometimes. but my adventures are more fun than this. I did have other stuff in my adventures but I don't always feel like sharing them :)

a look inside

ok so normally I try to travel outside my body but this time I decided to take a look at myself, inside. I was relaxing and haven't read much yet, which I am not sure is good, but anyhow, decided to meditate a bit to look inside. Since I was traveling inside rather then inside I hadn't felt any pulls but got an interesting thing out of it.

It was interesting. First I saw fields and pastures with animals and roads and barns. Very country like, but a bit more like Italy. It was very sunny with blue skies and clouds. Funny though since I saw sheep and cows. Then I went farther. Somehow ended up under the ocean in an cave. Then there was a fire with wood and rocks. Decided to go even deeper into the cave. It was dark and then again saw nature, but it was more like the fairy tale with waterfalls and rivers. Three was a ball of light, like an orb, but purpie/pink color. It was floating around. Somehow I figured it was me. I think that was about it. No clue what I was doing really, but I hope the read was ok for you this time.

Day on the beach

Aug. 25, 09

I was doing meditation between 3:15pm and 4:15.

I was really tired and did that for relaxation. This time, when I relaxed, I traveled on a horse, but my lion was there again. I think it's my guardian, it's eyes change color each time it comes. Today they were gold. At first I tried going with the lion into the tunnel which was black and white rings but it didn't take me anywhere just the darkness so we traveled back to me.

Then I came back and went on a horse, the horse at first was pulling me through the forest, a green forrest, then took me to a tunnel and stuff appeared, like an indian sculpture figure, had many arms and a face , but it was more like a statue, I didn't like it and asked g-d to help, then the horse took me farther into the tunnel with disco colors in between black and I thought I wasn't traveling, but then I ended up on a beach. I was a crab or a hermit crab. I saw people walking, I went to the water, it was nice and sunny. Then I got picked up by a girl who was like 9years old, she had blondish brown hair, she put me down, then I tried to look at the people on the beach and for some reason someone who looked like one of my friends, looked off the chair smiling. I knew it couldn't be him since those friends aren't at the beach that day.

Then I traveled somewhere else but I I can't tell clearly, that was about it for this day.